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a suicide note without the suicide

by fios dogs

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its okay if you'll grow up without me 01:33
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a goodnight punctuation 02:58
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second retry i wonder about you can’t look you in your eyes i’ll wonder without you remind myself i’m home you’ll miss me, reroute too can’t do this on my own i’ll try cause i have to i miss who i hoped for he did not hope for me i’ll learn to be okay still wonder about you a stubborn exchange to hold my hand and mine too been doing this alone just the first time succumbed to cant fix where ive become just accept why and love you
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thinking about 02:03
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milk man (finale/sequel) 03:16
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undersoured, late curdles your coffee tastes like the loss that you exchanged discounted milk, half the rate your little girls gone away your little girls gone away milk man has your baby milk man has your baby
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before the boys lost what made them sweet 02:30
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our window you did lock won’t let the birds in yesterday i stationed on a willow tree my kid called home i scraped my knee but soldiered on i needed you but id outgrown
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tumor 03:11
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simple disease passed from your mother strange symmetry how you’ll struggle daddy didn’t cry or bother you can tell in your walk in your humor
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dried playdoh in the shape of a baby 02:37
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funeral 02:03
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need a minute you’re not waiting for me plant your feet and i’ll catch up running gonna trip i can tell already
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the child youll have 02:19
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my sad bug my little one put your rain boots on to wade in the shallow pond yellow fish to match your hair you’ll tell it not yet to be scared a brother, your baby show me how you’ll feed him, tell him you are just as scared my squashed bug my tiny one i’ll tell you i’m the same look at your fish i’ll look at mine
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(bonus track) bird feeder by the broken building 02:34
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she told me at a bus stop that i did not know how to be a young man 03:05
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it’ll rock with the pendulum of my lungs its shadow unmoved, or the light it should reflect and when you return to either shore i’ll be waiting. for the boat, for its shadow you’ll cary, it’s light i am not a young man but i will walk with you passed the time i do not want to passed the time i feel ill and do you think that when i’m older i will miss you i will walk past my home i will fall into yours and i will ask you how much i mean to you just to hear your answer past the time i cannot it is morning, it rocks with nothing, its light does not reflect, it’s shadow is indifferent it is morning and i will miss you past the time i cannot i will carry your shadow, your light, your body, passed my home into yours
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overandoverandoverandoverandover 04:46
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repeat repeat repeat, for any reason or none
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lossless 01:32
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keep your pictures of your first love in your dresser drawer, out of touch touch me where i splinter and you might catch a cause to act in my best will will you touch me where i miss you
14.
to fall to sit 01:24
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warmth you hate but felt but felt arrest your ways older older i know you wont change okay okay okay

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released July 2, 2023

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